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I've learned. I'm STRONGER.

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 06:00:18 GMT

I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow & learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell; it still helped me learn. I've learned to just accept the things that are given to me in life & not question things too much. I've learned not to take things too seriously because it just stresses a person out too much. I've learned to accept certain things, suck it up, kept my head up, & continued on with life as if nothing happened, like it didn't bother me at all. I learned that I had to change that sentence because if you pretend that nothing happened, you will never learn from your mistakes. I've learned that you have to make mistakes in order to learn from them. I've learned that you can't depend on anyone else but yourself, so in the end all you really have is yourself. I know that whatever doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.

I'm back!

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:59:50 GMT

So okay. I'm back here again. Haha! I'm going to be blogging here.

I'm so bored to death. Classes are suspended today. Ugh! it's so boring. I got nothing to do. I'm going to play badminton later with my Dad & family friends, like as always. I wish there's classes already tomorrow.

Anyway, I already miss my friends. We're really not in good terms. I wish that everything would just be back to normal. I MISS THEM SO BADLY. I wanna talk to them. Maybe I'm just afraid that maybe they'll reject me that's why i don't even try to talk to them. I think that they all need some space & time to get over with this promblem. I hope for this to be over. *sigh.

I'm thankful for having Jason, my boyfriend, in my life. He understands me in every possible way. I don't think I can make it without him. Thank you babe for always being there for me. I love you so much.

Bukidnon- Thank you for comforting me yesterday. I'm so grateful that I'm in Bukidnon. I love you ALL! =) Kuya, Alfred, Gnet, Bea, Star, Bianca, Cha, Ria, Ron, JULIENNE!, Shyla, Shantelle, Kaycee & SA LAHAT NA, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! -Sexitary.

I wish for this to over. I LOVE YOU VX. I MISS YOU.

-P

masaya ako

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 10:20:24 GMT

hey guys! its been a long time since i last blogged. I was busy and at the same time im too lazy to update. haha. anyways, last nite i went to xavi's party. it was okey. jill and i left kinda early coz we just wanted to stay in her house since the only people left were xavi's relatives. i slept at jill's house. haha! i was fun!

Anyways, its our lingo ng wika. Erkki was there awhile ako. Masaya ako. Haha. Ayus muna para sa nagyn. Haha. Pagod na ako.

survey.ü

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 02:58:59 GMT

im so bored! whahaha! =)

BOLD what your answer is.

in the future...

i will have no kids

i will have kids

i will have a successful job

i will have lots of jobs on different shifts

i will own my own corperation

i will be a stay-at-home parent

i will be poor

i will make average money

i will be filthy rich

i will be a celebrity that makes millions

i will put a patent on the best invention of the 21st century

i will live in another country

i will dontate half of my life savings to charity

qoutes =)

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 02:50:18 GMT

PLEASE COMMENT!! =) so that ill post more qoutes! =)

001.

..they said i deserve the best, but if
the best isnt you, i don't want it.

002.

to him, she's invisible.
but to her, he's all she can see.

003.

It gets better.
All the hate & all the pain..
It goes away..</3

004.

the worst way to miss someone is when you're sitting right next to them and you know that you cant have them.

005.

Don't ever be so afraid of heartache
that you forget to love.

If he's dumb enough to walk away,
be smart enough to let him go.

006.

"i don't want to look for someone, I want someone to find me"

007.

I have this habit of falling for
the boys who will never catch me.

008.

&& whatever im doing,
i always seem to stop..
and think of you. <3

009.

& all the while it's hard to speak,
i often don't know what to say.. i've
never been in love this way..

010.

Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday

011.

and just for once
i want someone
to be afraid to lose me

012.

there are many things i miss in my life
but i want you to know
you are at the top of my list<3

013.

it hurts to want nothing
and everthing
at the same time.

014.

I don't regret the things I did,
I regret the things I didn't do
when I had the chance

015.

all i can picture is the color
of your eyes and the way
you make me smile; <3

016.

i'm leaning on this broken fence
between past & present tense.

017.

i'm pathetic, i know.
i just can't stand here
and watch you go. i'm
running after you.

018.

i can talk for hours&hours
and never get bored ;;
all because its with him.

019.

i don't believe in all things i see
but i'm still betting on you and me.

020.

She isn't perfect.
Neither is he.
But together
They just may be.

021.

&& every song that comes on, no matter what
it is- I always find some way to relate it to you.

022.

No matter what;
we're gonna stick together.
'cause when i said best friends;
i meant forever.

badminton.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 02:41:54 GMT

Im so excited for today! its the badminton tournament of my family. waaah! hahaha. anyways, yesterday i was with my groupmates! =) the best groupmates ever yun! stacy, krizia ivy! i had a really great time with you! waah! nakakatakot yung lalake! haha. pero ang sweet! kasi it was raining tapos share kame ni ivy ng payong tas si krizia at stacy. haha. tapos yung payong namen ni ivy maliit lng so nauulanan ako. tas nahulog yung envelop na dala ko. tas lumapit yung guy. pinayungan ako!!:)) hahaha. tas iniwan ako nila stacy! haha. pero aus lng gentleman eh! haha.

anyways, ill go to the parlor muna! =) buhbye!:P

survey =)

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 04:53:12 GMT

i got this survey from friendster. haha. im bored. that's why i answered it. whahaha. anyways, i got some good new today! wooaaahh! im so bored! haha. im chatting with erkki right now. ahaha. i miss him na! argh! hahaha. ill be posting paris hilton icons. waahh! i love her! hahaha! hahaha.! shes so pretty and HOT! hahaha. anyways, till next time! =) buhbye! =)

1.Love is Blind or Lovers are Blind?
--* love is blind. Coz ull do anything for love.
2. Ano bang mas mahalaga tagal
pinagsamahan o tindi ng nararamdaman?
--* tagal ng pinagsamahan coz kung matagal na kayong ngsasama kilala niyo na isa’t isa. Kung tindi ng nararamdaman lang, what if hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo?
3. The one you love or the one who loves you?
--* the one i love. Sa pagmamahal hindi naman importante na mahal ka ren nya eh. Importante ung nararamdaman mo para saknya. Hindi naman tama yun ipipilit mo yung sarili mo sa taong hindi mo naman mahal just for the sake na may karelationship ka. Ryt?
4. Long distance relationships, hanggang san ka
tatagal?
--* uhm, para saken kung talaga kame na talaga kht ganu kame kalayo kame paren in the end. If I love someone, for sure its forever!
5. Girlfriend/Boyfriend mo o bestfriend mo?
--* bestfriend.
6. Relationship na puro away, hindi magtatagal
ng more than 3months. True or false? Explain.
--* false. Coz without those fights hindi kau magiging strong. Kasama sa relationship ang away. Wala naming away na hindi naayus eh.

7. Okay lang ba na ex gf or bf mo maging sila ng
bestfriend mo?
--* oo naman. Kasi kung gusto naman ng bestfriend ko na maging friends sila baket ko naman sila pipigilin? Hangang friendship nga lang sana sila.

8. hrap bang magselos lalot wala kang
karapatan?
--* ofcourse. Kasi hindi nya alam na sasaktan ka na pala nya.

9. Corny ba ang makipagbalikan sa huling
minahal mo?
--* hindi. Hahaha.

10. Nagkaka usap ba kayo ng huling minahal
mo?
--* yup! =)
11. If you were to choose bf or gf smoker or not?
--* xmpre ung hindi. Haha

12. Are u willing to give ur eyes to someone you
love?
--* pwede ren. Pwede naman humanap ng ibang mata eh. Ryt? Haha.
13. Do you believe in soulmates ?
--* yuupp! =)
14. what attracts you most?
--* uhm, eyes. Haha. Ang xmpre yung pagging sweet nya and yung care nya.
15. Ano gagawin mo pag na inluv ka sa barkada
mo?
--* I don’t know. Hindi pa naman nangyayari eh. Ang feeling ko never mangyayari yun. Haha.
16. Paano sya naging "iba" sa ibang tao sa
paligid mo?
--* xmpre kapag mahal mo xia iba na ung respect na ibinibagay mo saknya. Iba na ren yung pakikisamang pinapakita mo.
17. Nasabi mo na ba sa kanya ung feelings mo?
--* matagal na.
18. Ready ka na ba 4 a new relationship sa ibang
tao naman?
--* hindi. I really can’t imagine myself with other guy. Im happy in what I have right now. =)

suspended classes.

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 02:03:41 GMT

Hey guys! Hehe. Sorry if I wasn’t able to blog for almost a week. Busy again with school stuff. Haha. Yippee! One more week till my birthday! Wwweeee! Haha. Im so excited! Haha. Anyways, there’s no classes today! Due to SONA! Wahaha! Thanks PGMA! Whaaha! Anyways, I have so much project to do! Waaah! Hassle! Haha. I have this world cross in English, TLE, comics & story for Fil. Whahha! Ang dami talaga!

Anyways, last Friday we had this very very very bad new! One of my friend might drop out of school. And that sucks!! =( we can’t imagine graduating without her. We can’t imagine lunch without her. We can’t imagine recess without her. We can’t really imagine seton without her! Aaaarrgghhh!! =( sana hindi ma2loy! Sana bigyan pa xia ng chance! =(

Anyways, last Saturday I went to ateneo to watch my cousins’ soccer games. Then, we played also. Haha. Then, after we went to club 650 to watch my dad’s badminton tournament. Then, I slept in mama’s house.

Anyways, im so bored. There’s no classes! And all I have to do is do all my projects! Waah! Anyways, gotta go.ü till next time! =)

i miss him.

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 10:48:27 GMT

halow. its been a while since i last blogged. sorry, i was busy with school stuff. haha. anyways, 14 more days till my birthday! haha. i want a new cellphone! n70! haha. im saving money to buy a new fone! hay, i miss erkki. haha. i might see him later or maybe tomorrow.

anyways, last night erkki and i fought. we were like close to break up. i know its my fault because im not used to it that im away from him. i just don't like the feeling that i wanna be with him but i can't. you know that feeling? its so hard! coz last year i used to be with him everysingle moment of my life. but now i can't be with him anymore! i really hate the feeling that he can't have time for me! i just want his attention! =( i really miss erkki. i miss our mems! i super miss the times when he goes to DOr and give me letters or chocolates EVERYDAY because he just miss me! he used to do that everyday! argh. i really hate the feeling that im always away from him. i miss the times that we would stay late in school just to make kwento and catch up. argh. hay, buhay nga naman.

anyways, i have this another problem. i have this so called "best friend". im really pissed at her. i dont know why. its just because she doesnt care anymore about kengkoiz. she doesnt have time for kengkoiz anymore. i dont really get her. i asked her last saturday during our youth service, i asked her if she could join kengkoiz during lunch. she just said "its too late pau" tsk! i dont get her! nabuo yung kengkoiz 3rd quarter of sophomore year then ganyan na lang un sasabhn niya saken? shes so unfair! super! i dont really get her right now. hay. hayaan na lang. kung saan xia masaya dun xia. Being her bestfriend, ill be just happy for her.

anyways, i gotta go.ü till next blog!=)

one year, going strong!

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 12:33:34 GMT

wohoo! today is our first anniversary! wohhoo! ang saya solido! haha. kahapon akala ko hindi na talaga kame magkikita. as in im really crying and crying. haha. parang sira! kanina supe badtrip talaga ako. as in super. kasi akala ko super hindi na talaga kame magkikita. tas pati xia super badtrip na ren! as in super feeling namen kanina wala ng pagasa! pero hindi pala. thanks to klara! wahaha. klara! super thnks talaga ah!!:D anyways, bibigyan ka ni erkki ng macopa. yiheee! ang all time favorite mo. haha. love you. mwah!

anyways, ang saya sobra! may ring na kame. haha. kasi ganito yun.. haha. may card xiANg gift saken.. tas sa loob nun may drawing. tas sabe nya wala daw xiang gft yun lang. kasi wala naman talaga xiang dala. tas yn. ngtampo ako. haha. nakatalikod ako sakanya.. tas kinuha na ung kamay ko tas akala ko magssorry lang xia.. tas nakatalikod lng ako.. tas naramadman ko na may nilagay xiang ring. wahaha! "tae" lang nsbe ko. wahahaha! grabe! speechless sobra! sweet sobra! tas nagorder kame ng yellow cab. ahaha.. da best talaga yun. super.. hay.. cgeh, till here na lang. goodbye everyone! =)